Despair and distress

I was browsing TV today,stumbled on the news channels..thr wre debates on almost every "popular" channels about the varies problems going on in world especially our country.I switched to a less popular channel n they wre talking abt how women are growing in every industry. 

I realized is it that ppl now enjoy the distress in the society over contentment,y is it that when the world is developing every passing second the ppl r taking pleasure on something petty n someone's sorrow.

The louder u shout the louder u protest on issues that shouldn't matter at this age r being played on the news for days. I fail to understand this pleasure of torment.

The ppl turn a blind eye to the issues that r soo old and unfortunately known as culture in the county howevr something that shldnt even b thought of r raised by everyone.

I have noticed one more thing here, now iam not a regular viewer of these news channels howevr, how much evr I hav been in contact with it,the panelists of these debates r mostly well aged ppl...I wonder y youngsters  don't particularly participate in these debates?

That being said I honestly hope for our journalist to b more considerate towards the country and I hope they bring in actual issues of the country and world.

Self confidence 😒

Self confidence 

Why is it that the people v give utmost importance and respect just pulls your self confidence and throw u soooo down that u feel like u r the worst peice of shit living on the planet.

Nothing u achieved nothing u did nothing u sacrificed is taken into consideration before just blindly ripping your worth n makes it as equal as dirt

I don't understand how can someones achievements by all his own hardwork is very simply equivalent to sum one who's only achievement is thr gender?

No achievement no worth no hardwork but the fucking family name servers as an equal importance as all the hardwork for 23 years

It's soooo sad n heart breaking that these so called well educated people r still so backward in the mind.

Why is everything wrong with your own ppl but everyone other is very good literally a part of the angel dropped from the sky

It makes you heart turn n loose my shit when ppl so close to u thinks u won't come to knw what's going on behind the back.

Don't b the reason for sum ones tears in that pillow. Don't be the reason for breaking the heart of ppl who respect u.Don't just don't,plz don't.

A broken heart 

Pen it down

YES IT'S SEXY :*

Pull out a chair for me 

Its sexy 

Listen to me talk 

Its sexy 

Joke about things 

It's sexy

Make me think on a subject 

It's sexy

Be yourself

It's sexy

Have fun 

Its sexy 

Look out for me

It's sexy 

B my superman 

It's sexy

Don't pay for me 

I can do that 

Don't ask me if Iam pmsing 

Iam seriously not 

Don't insult me infrnt of ppl

You'll receive the same 

Don't compare me to others 

Iam me 

Its sexy 

When u can't get over yourself n dnt hide that from me 

When u can talk about anything to me 

When u can't give up on your dream 

When u can love me for me 

It's sexy 

When u understand my ego problem n help he through it 

When u r confident in me to kick my ass for the shit I say

When u make me do what Iam scrd of 

When u praise me for the things I share 

Its sexy 

When u igonr when u c me cry 

When u understand I can b a bitch but still stand by

When u kiss me when I need a hug

When u shake me up at my tantrum 

Chivalry is sexy 

Sensitive is sexy 

Intelligence is sexy 

Humanity humility humbleness is sexy 

Dated 2017

Anytime in future I make u read this...u should know u r sexy 😉

Cheers to happiness

V run behind success and what v don't have whre v often forget to realize what v actly have...once v get what v hav, v tend to see something whc v dont have before cherishing the present..this smart life of us makes me think abt future sooo much I tend to almost ignore the present..the live in the moment has been gone it's just chasing the future chasing wht u don't have chasing what others have...

if he can have it so can I...it's hardly like oh who cares what he has let's cherish what I have...what I have clearly not given as s much importance even after chasing behind it....

I think it's high time I thank for the things I have at present..for what I have today and what I collected n gathered after the previous chase...it's time to be happie its time to live in the moment its time to cherish and not chase after the latest chase

Iam happie that Iam healthy that my loved ones r healthy...

Iam happie that I learnt about myself in past two months than I have in last year...

Iam happie that I know I will have the family as my backbone for my life...

Iam happie that I did back out before it was too late...

Iam happie that Iam free...

Iam  happie that Iam worthy...

Iam happie I don't let ppl affect me anymore...

Iam happie Iam learning to b not dependent on others for my happiness...

Iam happie life is wonderful for the way it is..

Iam happie that Iam not chasing the chase...

Smile for the love of yourself and as a favor on yourself no one is worth that tears and that worry no you don't deserves it.

Changing paths

Life comes to the point where one has to change her paths...it's inevitable it's the way life rolls sometimes it feels natural something that is bound to happen but also that doesn't mean it's not scray...yes change is the way to grow up but it is scray n it takes courage to accept the change....

I took the leap of faith now it's this long wait I have to c if I Wil have a safe landing...Wil I fall face first...

Iam not-not happy but Iam worried about sooo many things tht I can't put a finger on what scrs me more...right at this particular moment I think Iam scrd of ppl who I may eventually leave behind who mean the world to me....also abt the ppl who Wil entr in my life potentially becoming my world...

I hate being this vunrable...that's the exct reason y I don't wana give my hrt to anyone....it's fucking scry n worst part is I can't really talk about it with anyone coz ppl now close to me r already dealing with thr own problems I don't feel like clouding them with mine...

I feel I don't have that right now to be dependent of anyone anymore n being al by myself is so much more difficult it's not even funny...

Idk what to do I feel like cryn my eyes off but Idk the reason y I want to cry n also I knw y iam cryn it's annoying me...

I hope ppl don't leave me...I think that's al I want...plz dont leave me even if I may hav more ppl in my life no one will replace one anthr everyone will take plc of thr own thr is no need of replacements....

The support The wall

What r friends for...friends are  for us to support in the time of fall. They are the ones who just knws when u dull or upset. Friend Wil ask u out of blue if u doing fine. They are also the same ppl who Wil help u find ur self.

Friends are simple ppl who wil take care of u Wil help u rise Wil help u move frwd. They do knw ur crazy family although they don't belong to it. They are the ones who knows ur friends the real ones and the others

Friend Wil also kick your ass in literal and hypothetical ways. They not think twice before they give a reality chk and also they will b thr a gazillion times to let u cry. 

They hold u when u cry. They listen when u get angry.  They laugh at you when u talk stupid.  They help u fight ur battle. 

Friends make fun of u n insult u in the most inappropriate ways but still they Wil look out for u in til the highest points of sky.

Iam happy that I have such ppl in life Iam glad and thankful for them to b wid me. I lv u from moon n bak.