Changing paths

Life comes to the point where one has to change her paths...it's inevitable it's the way life rolls sometimes it feels natural something that is bound to happen but also that doesn't mean it's not scray...yes change is the way to grow up but it is scray n it takes courage to accept the change....

I took the leap of faith now it's this long wait I have to c if I Wil have a safe landing...Wil I fall face first...

Iam not-not happy but Iam worried about sooo many things tht I can't put a finger on what scrs me more...right at this particular moment I think Iam scrd of ppl who I may eventually leave behind who mean the world to me....also abt the ppl who Wil entr in my life potentially becoming my world...

I hate being this vunrable...that's the exct reason y I don't wana give my hrt to anyone....it's fucking scry n worst part is I can't really talk about it with anyone coz ppl now close to me r already dealing with thr own problems I don't feel like clouding them with mine...

I feel I don't have that right now to be dependent of anyone anymore n being al by myself is so much more difficult it's not even funny...

Idk what to do I feel like cryn my eyes off but Idk the reason y I want to cry n also I knw y iam cryn it's annoying me...

I hope ppl don't leave me...I think that's al I want...plz dont leave me even if I may hav more ppl in my life no one will replace one anthr everyone will take plc of thr own thr is no need of replacements....