What happens next...Now that's a billion dollar question everyone asks in life at some point or other in some situation or other at some turn in life or at a dead end if the case may be...
I am standing at that point..wondering what life would be in coming 6 months...will it be the same will it change.if it changes will it change for good or for bad...hopefully not bad..the life is like a tv show like drama comedy misunderstandings kickbacks failures routine things and suspense...the thing about suspense is...its good as well as bad...good like it gives that adrenaline rush in you, bad are the horrible horrible n horrible thought process your brain forces you through...
However life also throws some confusion on what would happen and what you want to happen..the thing is even if you have a tiny miny bit of idea of what you want to happen then there is this thing called hope...it gives you strength to face that confusion or
suspense or what evr you cal it...
There are times where you can relate to everything it looks like it was meant for you...stories you read,movies you watch, songs you listen...few of them rather most of them may not be exactly how life would take you but you will be hanging on with hope...willingness...
At some stage of life esp at the ending of one part and beginning of other part of life you would like to put your hands in different places.you wanna do this and that all at once...hoping that atleast one thing will click...that's what i am doing trying to create backup plans trying to have an idea trying to develop something...mostly it give disappointment though but a lesson as well...which half of the time is don't trust nor rely on anyone...
You learn to live with the fact that everyone has a life and has their own problems.you create your mess you deal with your mess. ppl come you happily jumping and smiling to show you that you the are fine and by your side when you need...when you need help they will not actually never be their by your side and best or worst i don't know...the thing is you came alone you live alone you die alone...that's how it is...that's how it will be.
socha na tha aishe hogi raah
socha na tha aisha hoga jahaan
har gali mei hai nirashi
har raste par hai rukawat
na the hum saat kabhi
na honge pas kabhi
deekha tha ek khwab
ummed thi hoga haaseen
par bas socha na tha hogi aishe raah....
socha na tha aisha hoga jahaan
har gali mei hai nirashi
har raste par hai rukawat
na the hum saat kabhi
na honge pas kabhi
deekha tha ek khwab
ummed thi hoga haaseen
par bas socha na tha hogi aishe raah....
Not everything is black and white.but lets just be happy with grey... :)
