Existence

The sun rises,
Never leaves a fine
No care in world
No care in time...

Problems not stoppd
Happines not increased
The love for the one
Who care in the world
Who care in time

The sun shines bright
The sun sparkles light
The sun never cares
The sun never heir

It is independent
Of its existence
It is independent
Of its value
No care in world
No care in time

The sun brights
The sun lights
The sun never moves
But always seem gone.

VENT

Sometimes you feel to cry sometimes laugh for no apparent reason...no cause no use no gain no profit no nothing...just cry...cry the heart out n then wonder y am I crying..y am I unhappy...what is wrng...then I realise there is nothing wrong...
Then I smile...sum bubble inside wanting me to jump al arnd the place...bounce in my walk...laughter in voice...smile on the face...seems like nothing could b better...
There r so many changes in such a short span of time it gets so difficult to deduct what exactly is happening...
I gues life is short, I guess there are various difference in moods, experience, time n al the things that are can't b expressed in any combination of lettrs!
In the end I would just say let's just live the way it is...no questns no worries no expectations nothing!!!

Turning point...

What happens next...Now that's a billion dollar question everyone asks in life at some point or other in some situation or other at some turn in life or at a dead end if the case may be...

I am standing at that point..wondering what life would be in coming 6 months...will it be the same will it change.if it changes will it change for good or for bad...hopefully not bad..the life is like a tv show like drama comedy misunderstandings kickbacks failures routine things and suspense...the thing about suspense is...its good as well as bad...good like it gives that adrenaline rush in you, bad are the horrible horrible n horrible thought process your brain forces you through...

However life also throws some confusion on what would happen and what you want to happen..the thing is even if you have a tiny miny bit of idea of what  you want to happen then there is this thing called hope...it gives you strength to face that confusion or 

suspense or what evr you cal it...

There are times where you can relate to everything it looks like it was meant for you...stories you read,movies you watch, songs you listen...few of them rather most of them may not be exactly how life would take you but you will be hanging on with hope...willingness...

At some stage of life esp at the ending of one part and beginning of other part of life you would like to put your hands in different places.you wanna do this and that all at once...hoping that atleast one thing will click...that's what i am doing trying to create backup plans trying to have an idea trying to develop something...mostly it give disappointment though but a lesson as well...which half of the time is don't trust nor rely on anyone...

You learn to live with the fact that everyone has a life and has their own problems.you create your mess you deal with your mess. ppl come you happily jumping and smiling to show you that you the are fine and by your side when you need...when you need help they will not actually never be their by your side and best or worst i don't know...the thing is you came alone you live alone you die alone...that's how it is...that's how it will be.

socha na tha aishe hogi raah
socha na tha aisha hoga jahaan
har gali mei hai nirashi 
har raste par hai rukawat 
na the hum saat kabhi 
na honge pas kabhi
deekha tha ek khwab
ummed thi hoga haaseen
par bas socha na tha hogi aishe raah....

Not everything is black and white.but lets just be happy with grey... :)